the massacre

On our wedding day,
I pledged you,
I committed to you,
I promised you.


I lied. 
I failed.
I broke the promise.
I broke the pledge. 
I committed adultery.

I broke you.
I watch you bleed.
I took your life. 
I took your love.
I took your worship.

I gave you away.

I gave us away.

I’m in your debt. 
May my life be yours.
Take me.
Mold me.
Make me.
Cleanse me.
Restore to me the one I once cherished.

Restore the love

Restore me

Restore the love

Restore me

I realize the abomination I gave our commitment

I understand my mistakes

You are the constant in my life

Whom I will always love

I still believe in a marriage with you

I have reaffirmed my commitment to you

Please, for the love of all that is beautiful

Please, for the love of life

Please, for the love of our children

Please.......